Thursday, May 22, 2014
No Easy Day Image
He Said She Said Poem
Purpose
Author Mute
We did what we were told We did what we were told
We fought We fought
We killed We killed
I survived I survived
How can I survive? How can I survive?
I don’t know
But I will try to pass by
I have to keep fighting
I write I can’t write
I can’t think
I can’t move
I can’t talk
I’m on my own I’m on my own
I have no where to go
No place to eat
No money
No friends
No job
My life is in my hands My life is in their hands
Yesterday was easy
Today is hard
Tomorrow will be harder Tomorrow? I don’t know...
My pencil keeps me going
I write today
For tomorrow
To fight for my life
No Easy Day Final Essay
Life after serving in the military will never be the same. Soldiers attempt to cope with the real world in many different ways but may never be okay. Many soldiers are diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). It is an anxiety disorder that may occur after a traumatic incident with life long lasting effects. This can lead to their personal deterioration. One form of coping with the after effects of war is through writing literature. We have seen through several of the books we’ve read in class how war affects the individual. In the novel “The Things They Carried,” by Tim O’brien, we can see how each soldier is mentally affected by the war. The author establishes that it is not the truth that is important but the act of storytelling. We know that we can not actually understand how war actually affects each individual since we are not in war, so the best we can do is try and understand it. Tim’s purpose is to explain the importance of storytelling over the truth. We also saw this in the novel “Slaughterhouse-Five,” written by Kurt Vonnegut. We learn the difficulties and how war affected the individuals in a way that they can’t even write about an event that was such a big part in their lives and something that haunts them forever. Vonnegut was told that writing a book against war is useless if his goal is to prevent war. His purpose in writing the book is his way of coping with his PTSD. He tries to understand how and why events unfolded to benefit himself.
In the book I read, “No Easy Day,” Mark Owen, the author, writes about his experience with the military and ultimately the events unfolding to the mission that killed Osama Bin Laden. There are several aspects that drew controversy to this book. First of all, Mark Owen is not the authors real name, it’s Matt Bissonette. It is greatly looked down upon to publicize events such as these. It is required by the military that before anything is publicized that it be reviewed by the operational security. Thousands of soldiers submit pieces of literature about the military for review every day. If they are not allowed, they just get thrown out. It is a long process to have everything you’ve worked on to get shut down. Bissonette disobeyed this and went on to publish his book without their review. This was problematic and caused huge debate when it was released whether to take it off the shelves. One side was that Bissonette illegally released his book without review and contained classified information. The other was if they shut down his book, it would deny a veteran the opportunity to cope with their lives. He also disobeyed an agreement his team made that they are not to speak of missions sought out by his team. This is a big step for the military community. It provides support to many soldiers who are suppressed to express their feelings and attitude towards the war and their experiences with it.
After doing research, I found that it has been scientifically proven that writing helps deal with stress and other problems following war. “Deep disclosure improves mood, objective and subjective health, and the ability to function well.” Many people use literature to help them deal with problems they’re having. They use it as a “person” to talk to and let out their feelings. Diaries are a common example of this. That’s why many people hide their secrets and problems and how their day went as a way to cope with it in their diaries. It relieves the stress and makes it easier to keep secrets so you don’t get the urge to tell someone else because it’s in their diaries. Writing has also been shown to bring back memories from even before combat that were forgotten as a result. “Findings like these underscore that writing is an easy, inexpensive, independent and relatively universal way for people can resist the mental and physical ravages of stress and disease.” Many people choose to write rather than seek therapy because they don’t want to spend the money or feel comfortable sharing these stories with other people. More importantly they choose not to share because it is against the stigma of the army. They are pressured to not share their experiences because it is against the code of honor so many soldiers chose to write about it. Because people are looked down upon for sharing their war stories, Bissonette makes the first huge change within the military community. Matt Bissonette sets an example that it’s okay to write and share war stories.
Sources
"Open Up! Writing About Trauma Reduces Stress, Aids Immunity."Http://www.apa.org. N.p., n.d. Web. 22 May 2014.
“Posttraumatic Stress Disorder, PTSD Information and Treatment” http://psychcentral.com/disorders/ptsd/ N.p.,n.d. Web. 22 May 2014
“Writing May Help Troops with TBI, PTSD Heal” http://www.armytimes.com/article/20111214/NEWS/112140331/Writing-may-help-troops-TBI-PTSD-heal. N.p.,n.d. Web. 22 May 2014
PTSD As a Person
His name is post traumatic stress disorder. But people call him PT for short. He’s someone you never want to face. He’s always picking on people who’s already been in a bad situation and people that have already gone through so much that don’t deserve it. Especially war veterans. You will never look for him or expect him, but when he finally comes around, it’s bad. So if something bad happens to you, you already know you’re also going to have to deal with him. When he’s there, there is no getting rid of him. He haunts you. You know why, but at the same time you don’t. He makes you remember all the bad things you don’t want to think about. He even makes you forget about all the good times. He bothers you every second of the day. If any incident even close to the terrible incident you had earlier, you already know PT will be there to remind you and cause you pain. When he’s around, you will get nothing done. You can’t stop thinking about all the things he’s reminding you of. They’re so bad you can’t function.
You don’t want to take PT out in public with you. He will embarrass you in public and make you look awkward in ordinary situations. He will make you worried about things you shouldn’t be worried about and makes you remember the terrible incidents from just about anything. You are welcome to bring PT to the therapist, but chances are he’s still going to want to come with you and won’t leave after. Sometimes writing about the things PT reminds you of kind of helps, but he even makes writing hard. He keeps poking at you old things you don’t want to listen to which obstructs everything you really want to write about. And even when you try to write about the terrible things he reminds you he bothers you so much you can’t even write about them.
The worst part about PT is he wakes you up and doesn’t let you sleep. He makes you think about your terrible experience that made him come in the first place. And when you’re sleeping he will make you have the worst nightmares every night multiple times a night. You just can’t sleep with him around. He’s someone you’ll never want to see, but once you see him it’s already too late.
Letter to Audience
The military lives by the concept that the only easy day was yesterday. In other words, even though yesterday was hard, today will be harder and you will have to work harder and do better. If you do well one day, you will have to do better the next. It’s motivation to keep working hard because there is always room for improvement. If you beat a record, you can beat that record yourself again. This is why the book is called “No Easy Day.” I intertwined this concept throughout my genres because I feel that this is a very important motivation for the military to always do better and keep improving which makes our army so powerful mentally and physically. My thesis was arguing that Matt Bissonette’s purpose for writing the book was to establish that it’s okay to write about your military experiences as a method of coping with their trauma. This concept is important to the thesis because it even reflects the after-life of war. A veteran should be able to live comfortably after serving for their country but many times this is not the case. Many soldiers face the effects of posttraumatic stress disorder, which shows the difficulty of life after war. I wanted to research how this affects their daily lives and what many soldiers do to cope with its effects.
What Am I?
What am I?
They tell me to keep going.
but how can i?
I have to hide what I’ve seen,
to protect our kind
I put my pencil down
just one last time
The thoughts,
stuck in my head that I can’t unbind,
yet I can’t write a line
They call me a Unit
but what am I?
A Soldier in the past,
when it was easy
now i reach my demise
Who is here to help me
No, not even my divine
But I can.
not fight my mind
No Easy Day
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